Kaleidoscopic Glory

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When man plants trees he plants an orchard and puts the trees in a nice, orderly and organized line and serves the purpose of producing oranges or apples for himself. When God plants trees it doesn’t look so orderly, but He doesn’t just generate fruit, He creates an entire vivacious ecosystem that teems with life of every kind. Who is wiser? Whose way is more prosperous?

There’s not one of us who weren’t at various points in our lives taught how to think, what to value, and what to judge and fear. That’s just the wisdom of the world we’ve been born into. This “wisdom” teaches us to fear by telling us that our resources are limited and fading away and that we must toil and labor to walk into blessing. The operating system we inherited at the fall teaches us that we must judge between good and evil / good and bad / right and wrong. It constantly assesses and evaluates and tells us “this is how it should be” and “this is how you must think and see things” and it strives to make us parrot the same message. For nearly all, if not all of us this becomes a stronghold in our consciousness and in our lives and choosing to remain within its walls; choosing to stay boxed into the realm of the intellect keeps us from enjoying and extending the vastness of what Christ has made available to us. But included in this vastness is the passage to a more excellent Way; a much more glorious realm—a realm of abundant Life. I want to try my best to facilitate help this translation.

The realm of God is a place that… man! …Human language just cannot convey it! The realm of God is the glory realm and there anything can happen… in actuality in the glory realm it’s already happened and is happening now. There’s no time, no lack and no limitation. Its oxygen is peace and there everything vibrates with the sound of abundance. Words like ‘REvival’, REnew’, and ‘REstore’ are silliness and can’t even exist there. Everything is ‘YES’ and was ‘AMEN’ forever ago. The Glory realm is the realm of Infinite, immeasurable Life.
It’s a realm that God has made available to us and we have access to live in it EACH and EVERY moment. We don’t leave the earth to go there. We translate into it through awareness of the Word of Truth and then extend it to the earth. It’s accessing this realm that makes the provision for creative miracles, instantaneous, immediate, complete healings, dematerialization, digital miracles, transrelocation, bilocation, material manifestation such as gold dust, gemstones, cash, and brand new shoes, supernatural language downloads, etc (This stuff FOR SURE comes to those without full understanding of this realm. Grace is radical). The glory realm is the supreme realm and it is what we want… all of us without exception. Abiding in this realm is the way to Lasting Life. The moment the revelation that this revelation entered my heart it became clear to me that understanding this realm is something I cannot go on without.

Truly, understanding of the glory realm is something that I’m only just beginning to grasp. I’ve always enjoyed revelation, truth, teachings, healing the sick, prophecy, and great coffee, but when church services would head into what they called “the realm of glory,” which is loud, rambunctious, and showy (God shows off) I would honestly just not get what all the razzmatazz was all about and pretty much check out. I would find myself wondering “is all this hoopla really necessary?” and found myself waiting for it to be done so we can get on with the teaching or with going out to build something.
Very recently I learned two things: 1) if I’m really concerned with building the Kingdom of God this atmosphere is the ULTIMATE via to make it happen, and 2) the only reason I am opposed to it is because this realm is hostile or at least very offensive to human intellect which I regard far too highly.

So, I asked God to help me understand this whole thing and here’s what I got:

God’s Voice is our Life source. His Word is a lamp unto our feet and a light unto our path. What’s important to realize is that He speaks to us through the mind, but not the intellect. They are two very different things.

We have the Mind of Christ. It is a “right now” reality. The way Christ thinks is not evaluatory or measuring, it’s free, happy, and very present.


Now, we’ve also got this thing called the intellect. The intellect is something that God has gifted to us to now and again use to quickly make a calculation or assessment when the Mind of Christ leads us to, but the intellect is not something that we were ever to enter into because to enter into the intellect is to exit the Mind of Christ. To enter into the intellect is to ‘come under the power‘ of something of the created realm, much like we can do with food or substance or entertainment, etc. We’re to use these things for enjoyment and to take us forward, but never to come under their power. The same goes for the intellect.

In answer to my prayer the Lord so graciously showed me that if living in/from the glory realm and laying hold of immortality is something we desire then measurement must be put in its place and religion must be starved to death. When this is accomplished the Mind of Christ can roam free and this is what is needed to live in and navigate the realm of God.

Christ has given us access to immortality or ever-increasing Life. This gift is to encompass, pervade, and saturate each area of our lives without exception. In order for us to lay hold of this gloriously infinite gift we must be humble and choose to let go of the thinking which we inherited when Adam ate from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil; the thinking which is linear, evaluatory, rigid, religious, binary, black and white / good and bad. If our desire is Life then we want to embrace, feed, nurture, celebrate and seek after the “thinking” of God in our lives. This thinking is kaleidoscopic, gyroscopic, dimensional, dynamic, colorful, child-like, and like the Wind.

“Truly I say to you, unless you are converted and become like children, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven.” Matthew 18:3

 The intellect is the lowest faculty of our consciousness and, as I’ve said, it is powerless to take us into the glory realm and useless in navigating it. Entering into this realm requires that we learn to shift the way that we think, or more accurately, it requires that we learn to stop thinking. Thinking has to do with dwelling on the past and worrying about the future. It is a posture of fear. The mind of Christ is void of all fear, is confident in the all-pervading, ever-present, and immeasurable goodness of God and very naturally produces love, joy, peace, patience, goodness, kindness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.

The intellect is unconscious of the abundance and unconditional nature of God’s love. Therefore is fearful and therefore it rejects mystery and the mysteriousness of God and tirelessly fights to measure, quantify and be in control. This position blocks the ability to live in the present moment. Ironically…this binds us to time. Love sets you free from time and every other law of limitation.


The Word is the message of God’s Love; His promise to always do good to you no matter what and this Word has the power to reconfigure and re-encode your soul and bring salvation to your life. The message of God’s goodness is called the foolishness of the Cross and therefore human beings and Christ-beings in process need something called ‘meekness’ to receive it. (James 1:21) Meekness is a heart-posture of humility and an attitude of submission. Our hope of salvation on every level is Grace. James puts it like this:

God is opposed to the proud and haughty, but [CONTINUALLY] gives [the gift of] grace to the humble [who turn away from self-righteousness].” (James 4:6 AMP)

But I want to leave you with this: as we hold fast to the Head we grow with a growth that is from God. We are being taken from faith to faith and glory to glory. We needn’t stress about this thing. We can trust that the Author and Perfector of faith is overseeing our mind-renewal. He is faithful to lead us out of our dead works and everything that is holding us back.

An unpolished but very happy update:

I have been translated into a realm with an exponentially superior and more beautiful wisdom and I’ll never again descend to the economy of man which keeps its subscribers limited and degenerating. I’m a new creation and as such I have no hope of laying hold of life reaching out for the “wisdom” of mere human-beings… a wisdom which fades away. 

I realize that some of you out there, based on what I post on social media and on this blog, might view me as someone who is “on the right track” and perhaps some of you might feel confused at what I’m about to share, but I must share it.  I am not ashamed of it. I understand that my being vulnerable enables me to be a blessing which is my hope for this happy story being published. 

I’m in a rush to get this post out because I just feel in my heart that I just cannot hesitate. 

Here it goes: 

I’ve been living in Christian circles my entire life, went to arguably the best ministry school on the planet, been a missionary, and have spent the last 8 months in the most cutting-edge revival on the earth, but TODAY I have a new life. 

Up until very very recently I’ve lived a life unsubmitted to the Lordship of Jesus Christ. Sure, I’ve had moments and seasons of submission. But living submitted only when you feel like it is not the submission God is looking for.  I’ve lived off of the Word of God and happily received His blessing. I’ve preached the mathematics of the gospel and performed miracles and healings and been a blessing to people, but the reality of Christ never fully became my possession because I never chose to fully submit to His Lordship. I never chose to fear Him as Lord and that prevented me from BECOMING an overflowing life source or “life-giving spirit”—what I was always created to be. 

I’ve never not been blessed, gifted, clever, and favored, and I’ve legitimately known Christ as a friend, door-opener, and miracle maker, but I never grabbed hold of the fullness of what He came and died to bring me. 

Until now I’ve decidedly remained in control of my life and consequently I blocked every area of my life from the exponential blessing God desires each of us to enjoy. And today I’m so very overjoyed to say I’m done being in control. Henceforth I am a bondservant to Christ; a slave by choice to Righteousness. Man’s “wisdom” cannot impress or entice me anymore. In this voluntary enslavement I’m translated into a realm with an exponentially superior and more beautiful wisdom. I’ll never again descend to the economy of man that keeps its subscribers limited and degenerating. I now know and accept what I am. I’m a new creation and as such I have no hope of laying hold of life reaching out for the “wisdom” of mere human-beings…a wisdom which fades away. The Wisdom from above, where I’ve been reborn, is eternal and gives everlasting Life. I know where I’m putting my hope.

Humility is the fear of the LORD; its wages are riches and honor and lasting life.” Proverbs 22:4

This freedom I’m experiencing is more real than anything I’ve ever known and I’ll never give it up! The fears and worries that have been plaguing me for years have been vanquished and the joy I’m now experiencing surrounds me so inescapably. I’m done with double-mindedness and doubt. I’m ready to gift God holiness. 

I want to thank Jesus for never removing his favor from my life and for arresting me, being Light to me, and leading me into Life. And I want to express my immense gratitude to my leaders whom, I’m so happy to say, I’m now fully submitted to, Prophet Kirby De  Lanerolle and Prophetess Fiona De  Lanerolle. Thank you for the privilege of allowing me to be here here and draw on the utopia of impartation that is WOW and the honor of being able to serve this revival and, most of all, for so very unconditionally believing in me and drawing out the Christ in me. Sandesh, thank you for your guidance and faith in and love for me. Roshith, thank you for being such an inspiration to me and for everything you’ve ever spoken into my life! WOW, thank you for your hunger, passion, humility, and love. You all mean so so much to me! I’m a wreck right now as I’m writing this haha!!! 

Now…if anyone reading this wants this freedom and Life that I’m going on about, know that it is free but will cost you everything… everything you were never created to be… everything that’s robbing life from you… everything that you do not want. While I’m no expert in this thing, I am a preacher of this Hope. That’s something I’m now completely certain of and I can help you. Message me. 

Love, 

Zack

The Transdimensional Yes!

The love God has for us is unconditional, transdimensional, omnipresent, and the most constant thing that exists. It is eternal and new at the same time. It is outside of time and cannot corrupt, weaken, fade, or be influenced by anything taking place in or coming from any realm ever. God has decided to never not give to you of His limitless goodness. 

INESCAPBLE FAVOR

God so desires for us, possibly more than anything, that we be confident and full of joy (Prov 28:1, Rom 14:17, John 15:7-11, 16:22-24). He wants us to know that He’s always backing us and that we can’t escape His favor and blessing. He longs for us to understand this because this is how we live Led by the Spirit of God, which is maturity (Rom 8:14,19) which is how we tap into immortal Life (Rom 8:11, 23).

YES!

Because of what Christ has done we always…can. Being ready in season and out for anything is always completely available to us. Everything we set our hand’s to do will prosper. It’s promised. Why complicate it?
The Gospel is a transdimensional ‘Yes!’ The question is not “am I deserving/mature enough for blessing, favor, and prosperity?” No, you are not. He is though and He’s decided to gift to you all He’s deserving of unconditionally. If you can never earn it then there’s nothing you can do or abstain from that will ever have any power to convince Him… of what He’s already made up His mind about. We’re not receiving incremental blessing from God. He’s given everything He got already. The fact that it perhaps hasn’t yet made its way to the material realm doesn’t change the Truth that He’s so absolutely given the fullness so unconditionally.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

When I say that the gospel is a trans-dimensional ‘yes’ I’m simply saying that it is a ‘yes’ that is not bound by time, space, circumstance, our behavior or anything in the created realm (Rom 8:39). The Lamb was slain before the foundations of the world. He has signed the contract to be good to us irrespective of…anything. The question then not “so what can I do or abstain from to manifest this blessing into my situation?” Rather the question is simply “can I believe it?” or is there something encoded on my conscience that’s telling me that I’ve got to, in some form or another, prove my deservedness.

THE RAT RACE OF MIND RENEWAL

Dead works or the law is the only thing that can keep us from manifesting what’s been freely given, but the full provision cleansing of our conscience of these laws of limitation has been given as well. Your brain power cannot cleanse your conscience of dead works. Quit the rat race of mind-renewal that far too many are locked into. It’s just another trap of self-righteous works. Only the Word of God underwritten by His perfectly innocent Blood is capable of such a task (Heb 9:14). He is named the Author and Perfector of faith for good reason. Let Him do His job (He’s much better at it than you are) and receive with MEEKNESS the implanted Word which is able to bring Light to every area of your soul and subsequently transform each area of your life. It’s patience that produces a perfect work.

Manifesting our inheritance and coming into maturity comes not by how well we perform any outward works, but rather by becoming aware of Truth. Most people call this repentance. I prefer the term “Transdimensional repositioning.” Repentance is coming back to the high place. It’s remembering finished works of the Cross; remembering Grace. And even this is a gift. “…It’s the loving-kindness of God that leads men unto repentance.” All we’ve got to worry about is abiding or “resting” in the assurance that He’s taking us forward.

 “I am the true vine, and My Father is the vinedresser. Every branch in Me that does not bear fruit, He takes away; and every branch that bears fruit, He prunes it so that it may bear more fruit. You are already clean because of the word which I have spoken to you. Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself unless it abides in the vine, so neither can you unless you abide in Me. I am the vine, you are the branches; he who abides in Me and I in him, he bears much fruit, for apart from Me you can do nothing. If anyone does not abide in Me, he is thrown away as a branch and dries up; and they gather them, and cast them into the fire and they are burned. If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you. My Father is glorified by this, that you bear much fruit, and so prove to be My disciples. Just as the Father has loved Me, I have also loved you; abide in My love. If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love; just as I have kept My Father’s commandments and abide in His love. These things I have spoken to you so that My joy may be in you, and that your joy may be made full.. This is My commandment, that you love one another, just as I have loved you.” John 15:1-12

Just a little something I wrote

Hey All! I hope things are going at least as well as things are for me here in the WOW Revival! I’ve never been happier or more whole ever in my entire life! I wanted to link you all to an article I wrote for The True Messenger just to share a bit of my experience here and what I’m learning. I hope you’re encouraged by it. 

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Blessings and abundance!!!

You’re friend, Zack

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Hi everyone! It’s high time I give you an update!So much is happening in the wonderland I’ve been so graced to live in! So much goodness! So much shedding of fear, drepression, and poverty! I’m very authentically learning to tap into the unfading source of Life who is Jesus Christ. And I swear I have never ever been happier in my life. This happiness doesn’t come from the Sri Lankan sunshine (certainly not from the rain) or from the delicious curry, but it comes from the revelation of the goodness of God that I’m drowning in here.

I’m really discovering that I absolutely cannot predict Him. When I expect Him to teach me a certain thing in a certain way He speaks straight into my heart telling me something that is VERY often starkly contrary to my expectations of what He might tell me. Reason being: my perspeception of who He is is starkly different from the reality of who He is and He is SO devoted to correcting my vision and this sending me into abundant Life.

A FATHER NOT A GENERAL
When I arrived here I was a very good soldier ready to fulfill every and any marching order I hear. I was a fearful, insecure people-pleaser and yes man. God is so attentively unmaking that soldier through His romancing me. He does not want servants. He prefers to have sons. As we walk through this process together I realize that the soldier, most of the time, was actually not even hearing Him, but rather was striving to measure up to some system of standards and laws believing that that is how God would be pleased with me and bless my life and destiny. It’s no wonder to me now why I’ve always been so vulnerable to depression and my life so powerless and unfruitful. Things are QUITE different now.

BLESSING CAUSES REPENTANCE, CAUSES TRANSFORMATION

For the first time in my life I’m really believing in the unconditional nature of God’s love and I’m seeing the truth that God transforms us by lavishing His goodness upon us. He’s not waiting for us to display a certain level of maturity before He’ll bless us. That’s an earned wage. “The loving-kindness of God leads men to repentance” If it were the other way around His love would not be unconditional and we’d be trapped in a rat-race and joy impaired… That was me and now, as I clearly see that there is no law I must fulfill, no standard I must measure up to, and that nothing I can do could possibly cause God to accept and love me more than He does in this moment, I am filled to over-flowing with joy unspeakable. And joy is my strength. What does that mean? It means that joy my fuel to bring heaven on earth and release Abundant Life to the world around me. 

ORGANIC FRUIT ONLY

Once I realized that I do not have to love people I began to actually, authentically want to love them and I finally have the means to do it. I love God only because He first loved me. I’m enjoying the overflow approach and I swear I’ll never go back to what I used to know. I prefer joy and passion and authenticity and I prefer people receiving an abundant blessing from my life rather than a minute one limited by how clever, talented, and nice I am. 

More content to come!
Thank you all for making all of this possible for me! What I’m learning here is far grander than I could have ever imagined!

An update on what’s happening with me financially: I presently have one regular supporter and am without a job… I do, however, have TOTAL peace!  With all the outrageous goodness that God is causing to happen around me I’m really seeing clearly that I’m taken care of. 

If you’d like to give a donation towards my Sri Lankan adventure and sow into all God is doing in and through me here use this link: cash.me/$zackpav 

Out-served by a good God

As much as I’m getting lots of opportunities to serve here at WOW, from drumming to evangelizing to teaching, I seem to be unable to escape being out-served by God in all of that He is teaching me and setting me free from.

One of the biggest things He’s doing in me is setting me free from religion and dead works by teaching me how to get in touch with my conscience and learn to hear and obey what His Voice is leading me to do and say.

Christianity was never meant to be a religion or a code of ethics to adhere to as it’s become. That’s the knowledge of good and evil that Christ set us free from. We are now free to live in a relationship that is void of judgment and condemnation in which we hear His Voice and obey what He’s lovingly telling us and thus walk into Life and release Life to this world.

Here’s an article I wrote for WOW’s news website in which I share a small piece of my process of moving from following what “we should do” based on what is logical or ethical to following what my living God is leading me to do and say.

http://www.thetruemessenger.org/suffering-way-glorification-yikes/